Have you been there before? The feeling of running from one thing to another (literally, mentally, or both)? The feeling of living on auto-pilot or survival mode for just a little bit too long? I've been there friend, but I truly believe we are not meant to stay there.
I am learning to respect the seasons. Not in a despairing, mournful way, but with anticipation and expectation. (I do not believe God ordains suffering, but he is certainly the redeemer and purpose-maker of it). I am learning to greet the seasons with Holy Spirit-led vision and expectation. Sometimes it's a season for big things and sometimes for small things. A season for preparation and a season for reaping the benefits of years of faithfulness.